It was not a good third date.
Sheryl had high hopes about him; he was a perfect gentleman on the first two outings. But he changedÂ tonight, as if he had gotten some bad advice from an ex-fraternity friend on becomingÂ a “player.” He bragged too much about his new job as a securities analyst, and pushed her to order the most expensive cocktail at this trendy restaurant that was “impossible to get a reservation except if you know someone.”
After dinner, she turned down his offer for him to come to her apartment, saying that she was old-fashioned, certainly not expecting his face to redden and words to spew such as “cocktease,” “bitch,” and “user.”
Sheryl never perceived herself in such a negative way before, wondering if sheÂ was indeed guilty of breaking theÂ rules of dating. Â She apologized to her date and said she was uncomfortable dating. Â She’d rather just stay home and read, but her ultimateÂ fantasy — of one day walking through Central Park with a special man, holding his sturdy hand — proved sufficient motivation for her to leave the house wearing the makeup she bought at Macy’s and her prettiest yellow dress.
Sheryl walked home alone. Weaker women would be crushedÂ by theÂ evening’s disappointment, but not Sheryl. As she passed by the abandoned church on Amsterdam Avenue, she saw that the church light, a former beacon of hope to those in need of spiritual guidance, now cracked in disrepair, was still lit, almost miraculously, much as her broken heart still beat strongly in a search for love.